Cliche

B4 i start. Let me tell u guys that this post telah di tulis n saved as draft almost a week. Supposed to be published last night b4 12 am Malaysia hours but due to severe technical prblm. It only be posted now. So anggaplah this is b4 new year eh.;)

In just a few hours, tears will be coming out from 2010 n a warm welcome from 2011. Mcm besa lah bile nk masok thn baru sume org ade azam baru termasok lah diri ak sndri. Kalo azam yg baek2 2 bgos lah. Troskn n laksanakn lah ape yg telah anda brjnji pd diri sndri tp kalo yg x bape nk elok 2, pndai2 lah pkir ye.

Azam baru aku utk tahun baru 2011 ni ialah utk menjadi insan yg lbih baik. Seorg muslim, anak yg soleh, jd rajin sbb nk exam As this may, n jd manusia yg lbih cemerlang dlm sume aspek. Mcm ayt nk wat karangan bm plak.

HAPPY NEW YEAR fellas!
God bless

MS!!!

alhamdulillah! akhirnya dpt lah jugak aku kuar dgn rakan2 kusess yg dh beberapa kali di cancel plan ats mslh teknikal yg x dpt dielakkn seblm ni. tpt kol 8.30 dh siap dgn outfit nk brjln..gaye ckp mcm pkai tuxedo nk gi date je padehal pkai t-shirt kaler pink/peach n jeans je. haha.. ok smbg blk. agak awl lah aku siap td dgn tdo kol 3 lbih semlm. smpai kol 11 dgn ariff hazwan dkt mne lg kn kalo dh bdk2 kusess yg brkumpul..x klcc, midvalley..so arrived mid at 11 then stret gi beli tiket for the movie entitled Due Date featuring actors like Robert Downey Jr. (2 je ak knal..yg laen x tau nme) which starts at 1.50..memndgkn mase nk tggu movie 2 start trsgt lah lme n prot kmi berdue trsgt lapar sbb x breakfast lg.jd ak ngn partner ak sorg ni gi lah mkn kt prosperity burger kt mcd dlu smbil menunggu kamil, fikri n fariz smpai.

at about 12 p.m kami berlima gi bowling n smpt maen 2 set b4 movie start.ape yg mnggembirakn ak adelah ari ni, ari rabu bertarikh 29/12/2010..ak telah brjaye wat personal record dlm bowling ni..1st time dpt skor lbih 100.so 1st set ak dpt no 2 dgn mrkh 115..2 mrkh dibelakang areng yg mndpt 117..tp 2nd set.hah! amik ko tros jatuh smpai 76 n dpt last.mrkh yg besa ak dpt kalo maen bowling.haha.so spe2 yg rse nk mng maen bowling jgn lah segan2 ajak aku maen sbb potensi utk kmu org mng sgtlah tggi kerana aku x hebat bowling.

abis tgk movie yg ditayang selama hampir 2 jam.mcm besa lah.mkn lah activity seterusnye..owh n b4 2 semyg zohor dlu..haish! mkn je keje mne x brisi! xpe aku xde lah gmok sgt lg.normal kot..haha.n wat pengetahuan sume.td pon 1st time ak mkn dkt food court yg kt bwh..sblm ni mkn dkt ats 2 je..sng sket.dekat! haha..yg kt bwh 2 murah sket cume pilihan nye x byk..kebykn gerai jual nasi campur je..so lps ni xyah gi dh lah.:P abis mkn jln2 jap n blk!

sbnrnye post ni nk btau bahawa 29/12 merupakn tarikh yg sgt istimewa kpd seorg rakan aku kerana pd tarikh ini, seorg insan yg brname ariff hazwan telah dilahirkn n thn ni, thn 2010 genap 18 thn beliau melihat dunia ni..walopon die ni MS but still u r my trusted n bestfren!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

may Allah bless ur life n ur future undertakings!

Nice one

Just a simple question or rather be a riddle.

What is the most expensive fruit?

Any idea anyone? Oh and not to forget your reason why you choose that fruit.

Please and thank you

Location:Jalan Cecawi 6/4a,Petaling Jaya,Malaysia

EXPOSURE!!

firstly, my post this time dedicated to anyone who wants to get to know me better. bak kata org Melayu 'X KENAL MAKA X CINTA'. so, sape2 yg trase nk jatuh cinta terhadap diri saye yg x seberape ni bce lah but i know spe yg nk kn. who am i. hahaha... 

just a random things about me since dh x tau sgt nk tulis ape kn dkt blog yg sering ditgglkn lme2 ni. nak wat cmne dh tuan punye blog pemls! hahaha

1. spt yg dinyatakn diatas, saye sgt PEMALAS!! in almost everything kot. update blog or specifically writing (sbb 2 tulisan buruk.:P). mls nk brckp, wat keje/homework, n study. that is why i didn't achieve great result in my studies.:(

2. tell me if i'm wrong for this one coz sye rse sye seorg yg PENDIAM.

3. have low SELF-ESTEEM.

4. x reti nk BERGAUL dgn org.

5. easily INFLUENCE by people around me.

6. sgt ske mghabiskan mase dgn brmaen GAME even bile maen pon kdg2 bosan gak. that is the only way to fill my time. tp yg ni Insyaallah xkn dibawa2 smpai ke bsr n dh kje n brumah tgga nnt. so u dont have 2 worry ok.;)

7. get BORED over something quickly.

8. ok this one i'm not so sure but sometimes i think i'm SENSITIVE. eiiii. girlish! haha. but its not wrong 2 be sensitive sometimes kn? xkn nk biar je tiap2 mase kn. nnt asyik kene mcm 2 je. so skali skale kene tnjuk yg we dont like that thing kn. haha. mostly i'm not like that. that is what 1 of my friends says 2 me. she says i'm usually the COOL type man. x tau lah btol ke x or mybe cume nk amik ati kn.;) cume ari 2 je pelik tibe2. haha. and again correct me if i'm wrong.

9. saye ANAK MAK!! haha. wat lah elaboration sndri.

10. i'm not a GOOD person but i'm not BAD either. depends on how a person treated me! if you want me 2 be a good person than be nice. want 2 play rough, no problem. u ask 4 it!

11. like 2 SLEEP but not in class.

12. sye bkn seorg yg kuat AGAMA nya n yg kuat IMAN nya but i'm trying hard to become a decent person 4 a better future.

13. i love 2 EAT n this cause me 2 get the nickname 'King of Perakus' during my high school days along my friends esp in my class and i have a 'Queen of Perakus'. haha. also in my class.

14. although i like 2 eat but seriously saye sgt MEMILIH n MENGADE2 dlm bab2 makanan ni. dlm bnde laen x mgade KOT.:P example coming up next. 

15. i hate VEGETABLES (mcm bdk2 mgade nye) tp xde lah x mkn. bole je mkn tp xde lah sume kn. kalo dgn nasi putih x minat lgsg. dgn mknn goreng2 or sup 2 Insyaallah mkn lah time mls nk ketepikn sayur 2 but sayur DM mmg x penah ske smpai skng. ;) 

16. i am seriously no good at doing things which involves DISCIPLINE myself to do those particular activity at a certain time for a period of time. sng cter x ISTIQAMAH dlm membuat sesuatu bnde. when i have the mood i do it. when i don't, x lah.

17. relating 2 number 14 is, i have bad TIME MANAGEMENT.

18. TEASING people is my fav. haha. jahat seyh! tp xde lah melampau. KOT!! :P sorry 2 those yg penah kene n slalu kene.

19. a question. am i a SWEET-TALKER?? i don't think so coz if i do. i would have lots of girlfriend now. ;) skng ni 1 pon xde lg KOT! :P

20. no good in words, WRITING interesting essay, n using bombastic words. that's why i said im not a SWEET-TALKER.;) 

21. i don't have GOOD LOOKS that girls usually crazy about but i'm not UGLY 2. this is subjective. so IF anyone think i'm looking good thank you. for those who don't. u have the right to say so.

22. i really2 like 2 IMAGINE things! lots of things :P ni lah kot punca nya i'm good at manipulating data. haha

23. i'm a good LISTENER but not really good at giving ADVICE or OPINION to people.

24. a big of MANCHESTER UNITED fan since i was a kid.

25. i think i dont get MAD easily. well, mybe i do get MAD easily but not the type to shout it out loud. most of the time i just keep it inside let it fade away with time!

26. usually my LIPS are dry! kalo jumpe doc msti suro minum air byk2 but honestly, mmg dh minum air byk dh. i think more than 8 glasses per day tp kering gak. haish! tp kalo x kering bibir 2 jd merah plak(kissable lips bak kate azam). n sum1 once ask me do i wear lipstick? i was like wth. of coz lah x. gile ke ape nk pkai lipstick. i'm not a fag. but i use those nivea lipbalm sbb kering kn. nnt buruk plak.

done! enjoy reading n feel free to comment anything necessary! 

Waiting

Whatever I say
Whatever I do
You will always know what I truly feel right
That is why you will always be my HEART
For the one who understand me the most
So let us forget the past and move on shall we
But this time I think I will wait for you to say when
I'll be waiting for you

Mia Amore

Sometimes we need to sacrifice or let go of something to make our love ones happy

As long there's a smile carve on your face, that is enough for me.


When you smile, that means you are happy right!?


If you happy than I am happy.


So don't worry okay?


;)


AND


I'm sorry for everything. Even if you do say it's your fault, I think it is mine.


SORRY


SORRY


and 


SORRY AGAIN.


That's all that I can say.

oh really!

after experiencing a few attempts on my own, i finally realize that to achieve the thing that i want is HARDER than i thought..=.=




after a few action, its getting HARDER and i need to wait for things to CALM DOWN before continue doing it.




the key to success of this particular things in life is PATIENCE and DISCIPLINE n i really really mean it.




and once u get it, most probably u will be satisfied IF n ONLY IF u get those things right by done it in the suggested ways.




anyway, i hope get the RESULT that i want and gain the BENEFIT from it.




:)

fuh!!

ok fine!! stelah didesak n dipaksa by few of my friends, i have decided 2 update my blog which has been left alone without its owner for a month approximately. lame ke x 2? mcm kejap je. hehe.:P iye2. mmg dh lame tp nk wat cmne. i'm da lazy n i really mean it. sye trsgt mls nk menulis since i know n learn 2 make essay not just the long3 ones, even the shortest essay in the world. unless it is essential. i can make it in a speed of light!! haha. lebat nk mampos.


so, ape yg nk dicterkn kt cni ye. hurmmmm. fyi, 2 anyone yg still sudi mmbce blog ni. i have just  finish my final sem exam last friday. b4 da start of da exam, me n my friends already started 2 plan n talk about what we are going 2 do 4 this holiday. ade yg ajak gi penang lah, kelantan, ipoh  n ade gak yg ajak gi korea yg mne probability utk jd near 2 ZERO 4 me.(kalo btol jd best gak kn...;p) maklumlah, even though i'm 18 n eventually will turn 19 in less than 2 month (fyi again,nk promote jap my birthday is in the month of january. just slightly after the middle of the month), sye masih anak mak ye utk pengetahuan sume pmbace. nk wat cmne. mama trlbih syg kt anak teruna die yg sorg ni. biar lah ape kmu sume nk ckp ape coz 2 me. family 1st ok. so nk kuar jaoh2 2 agak payah sket lah lg2 kalo drive sndri or kwn2 sebaye yg drive. mmg x dpt lah jep. hahaha.:D 


frankly speaking, x tau lah nk kate ok ke x 4 da exam.no feelings. it is usual me though coz i dont like 2 think about da past much. dh lah time cuti raya haji x study pon. mmg brserah jelah. nyway, let me describe briefly bout my exam. 4 chemistry, everythin was ok except 4 paper 1 coz ntah. tibe2 rse mcm ssh. coming 2 physics plak, all was fine n 4 ielts da biggest prblm came at the reading part. the question was damn tricky n hard ones n i manage 2 finish the writing part 


next, my plan 4 dis 1 month break. basically, it will filled up with lots n lots of games (i'm a game freak thoughn lg lah plak bru beli assasins creed n black ops..mmg melekat kt dpn tv 2 lah.haha), movies, chatting, hanging out, music, n updating my itunes library with all da album artworks. yeah2. i know. pretty lame huh! books?? naahh..nnt lah. blk kms bru sentuh blk kot. nk bce novel pon x tau nk bce ape since house of night series yg latest nye x kuar lg kn. hahaha. semlm babah suro tgk air asia nye website coz ade promotion utk tiket flight n bile tgk td..rupe2 nye utk bln july next year. haha. igtkn utk cuti ni. sadly, time 2 most probably i've already started my 3rd sem in kms.  ade spe2 bole bg plan ape nk wat cuti ni? criusly xde idea dh nk wat ape.=.= owh. n i do plan 2 do some exercise just 2 avoid my perut mmbuncit n also 2 gain some muscle sbb tau2 lah kn dok umah besa nye mls sket nk kuar briadah. ps2 mkn xnk sket. haha. kalo x exercise lgsg mmg mmbulat lah nnt. jd spe2 yg baek tlg igtkn tuan punye blog ni at least jog ye..haha..


ape lg yg ptot ditulis kt cni. 2 je kot utk skng. until then, wish u all have a good day n happy life. btw. mama tgh dmm skng. :( doa die elok eh.

Hectic

4 da past few weeks, it has not been a very gud n not yet but nearly bizarre life 4 a person with so much 2 be expected of. He just need a little bit more effort 2 repair a situation dat is seemingly bad from becoming a total disaster. Ya allah.im prayin 2 u.pls help me.

P/s: wish u were here 4 me 2 let go of wat i hav been keepin inside me alone.

to a friend of mine

be strong ok!

make the right decision!

if anything happens u know u will always have me.

i will lend my ears n my thought 2 u.

so. rajin2 lah cter ape yg jd nnt..

don't make the wrong move again.:)

again

Again i want 2 say sorry 2 u..sejujurnye saye ingin mengatakn yg i dont intend, never intend 2 make u feel like dat! im so sorry dear!! n i xnk lah lwn spe bole wat lg jeles coz u tau kn..i akn kalah dat battle..i x tau how 2 convince u anymore but plss forgive me..i xnk pon lah bnde 2..i will hold on to all my words 2 u n i make a vow 2 myself that i wont break my promise 2 u..i know its my LOSS kn..u hav everythin dats a guys one in a girls..kalo nk bndingkn spe lah sye ni..wat do i hav..im lucky 2 hav u coz u hav everythin dat a guys want in a girl..nyway..I LOVE U!!! sorry i cant make it a long post n maybe x bape best post kali ni kn coz u tau kn im a little busy but i still want 2 post this juz 4 u..i want u 2 know my feelings..that's all..again..i HEART u! be safe there

eins monat

Its been awhile since the last time I updated my blog. I am just too 'busy' to do that. hahaha..:D ok. yg ni crius tipu. Busy lah sgt kn padehal dh mmg pemls dr dulu smpai skng. ari2 dok bazir mase wat keje x brfaedah bole je.:P 

Ape yg nk di story kn kt cni eh? hurmmmm..ok lah. First of all my parents skng ni sudah 2 minggu berada di Tanah Suci utk menunaikn rukun Islam yg ke 5 iaitu menunaikan haji di Mekah. kami di sini sntiase mndoakn keselmatan mama n babah kt sne semasa n selps haji nnt smpailah blk ke cni blk. n also harap2 mama n babah dpt haji mabrur. aminn.:)

i want a macbook pro n the latest ipod tp duit xde. ni sume gara2 ade lah sorg minah ni ngade2 sgt kn.nk beli ipod bru ajak ak sje nk bg ak jeles. well, it works. a little. hahaha.:D nk dpt macbook 2 nnt lah. tggu time ak nk fly nnt, insyaallah bile dh lps pointer kn. yg ipod 2 tgk lah cmne nnt. kite keje sebln due jap b4 fly 2 ckup duit nk beli ipod bru 1 kn.btol x aswad? ;) haha..n also i need money 2 buy new games next month. assasin's creed brotherhood. i will own u.

Coming to the main point of this post, 2 a person that is very influential 2 me. that dream is just a dream n it will always be.x tau pon mcm mne tibe2 bole trmimpi mcm 2 kn tp criusly it doesn't mean anything at all. i can guaranteed u there will be nothing between me n my bestfren 2, eh our bestfren 2.;) i'm just taking a gud care of her like u asked me 2 while u r there n while she doesn't have anyone that she can talk 2 lg ni.:) i'm just asking u don't worry too much ok because if i ask u not 2 worry at all, u will still be worried n curious about that kn. i understand the situation completely coz if i put myself in ur shoes, me 2 will have the same feeling as u did n maybe even lg dasyat kot.;) anyway, i love u n those feeling won't fade away inside me.:) take a gud care of urself ok n wait 4 me.

1 fine day

pergh!!! prkataan prtame yg ak mampu gmbrkn utk ari semlm..haha..seronok+sdih+pnat..haha..

mne x pnat nye..5.45 pg dh bgn siap2 mndi n semyg subuh sbb nk gi antar afiq farhan kt klia kn..naek erl ngn adeeb from kl sentral straight ke klia n dlm 7.15 smpai sne dh..afiq dh pon terbang ke alexandria, egypt..maka dgn itu sorg rakan kusess n kms, sumber macbook n broadband utama ak, n yg plg penting antare kwn ak yg byk brjase kt ak telah pon take their step 2 da next level of life..thnks 4 all ur gud deeds dat u hav done 2 me..:) take care n best of luck 2 u kt sne nnt n become a great dentist in da future eh..i'allah..n kalo ade minah arab yg cntik2 2 ape slh nye knalkn kt ak..haha..xde lah..nnt ade org 2 bce abis ak..:P

agenda seterusnye, memndgkn prot sume bdk2 kusess yg hadir pd pg 2 di klia dh mengeluarkn pelbagai bunyi n ragam, jd kami pon bg pekena roti canai di restoran ali maju..lps alas perot 2 bru lah kami sume stat beraye..ak wat list jelah umah mne yg ak gi..

1. rumah fariz syafiq di sg. long (kalo x silap lah)

2. rumah nur ameera syafiqah di tun hussein onn, cheras

3.rumah nur amirah mohd noor di kampung baru, kuala lumpur

4.rumah haziq fitri di gombak, (dkt2 giant batu caves)

5.rumah ainul hakim di taman bidara, bukit idaman (dkt smk ideal heights n dkt ngn umah ak dulu..haha)

yg gi beraye ni part yg seronok lah sbb dpt brjumpe ngn bdk2 kusess lah kebykn nye..abiskn our leisure time 2gether, n mcm2 lg..btw..thanks fariez iqmal a.k.a bob 4 da AWESOME ride..mcm zul ckp 'btol lah ckp mak danial. jgn naek keter ngn kawan. bahaye!' hahahaha

part pnat nye overall sbb utk pengetahuan kmu semua yg mmbce blog sye ni, semlm rse nye 1st time ak kuar ngn member dr pg smpai ke mlm..seblm ni besa nye kuar dlm kol 11 smpai 7 je..haha..maklumlah ak kn ANAK MAK bak kate mereka yg rapat ngn ak..;) best mmg lah best tp pnat gler owh! so ak taubat lps ni rse nye mcm x nk wat cmni dh..bole lah kot skali skale.:P

ape2 pon thanks bg mereka yg jemput dtg umah n sori lah kpd rakinah n faeez ruslan sbb x dpt hadir ke rumah kmu berdue atas mslh teknikal yg x dpt dielakkn..owh lg 1 destinasi yg lupe nk disebut..b4 gi umah rung n ainul..gi klcc nk tgk movie..tgk cter piranha (pilihan afiq nasir, zul, mok, syed.. ak tlg bratur kt line je sbb ak ni ssh sket nk plih muvi..byk sgt x tgk lg) mmg cter yg mncuci mate n menmbh dosa..bengong nye cter..

yg plg geram nye ape..nk tau x..time nk beli tiket 2..akak 2 tnye ni sume 18 ke sbb cter ni 18pl..ak pon ckp yelah n zul yg mmbeli ngn ak ckp ye..bile zul ckp die 18 akak 2 caye je bile ak ckp ak 18..bole plak die x caye..so ak pon trpakse lah tnjuk ic..ade ke ptot die ckp muke ak muke bdk 14 thn!! ade muke mcm bdk kecik ke?? bikin gua panas je..haha..naseb baek semlm hari malaysia..*ape kaitan nye??* 

so..ini lah serba serbi cter ak utk semlm..at least ade lah bnde utk ditulis kt blog yg dh lme x diupdate ni..sori lah..ak mmg mls nk update pon..next week exam n ak x study lg..pray 4 my success ok..

p/s: blue is da theme 4 yesterday..:P

Sorry

im really sorry 4 what i've done..

never ever in my life i have ever intended 2 act like that 2 u..

im not sure why suddenly u spray those words 2 me..

even though i know i deserved those kind of words bcoz of my bad attitude sometimes..

but pleasee, im begging 4 ur forgiveness..

u know how much i needed u in my life..

please, please, please forgive me..:(

Silver Scorpion

it has been 1 of the most crucial moments and i need to make 1 of the hardest decision in my life. any slip up will cost me my future and will totally destroy what i have plan for ages.

anyway, i just want to say thanks to you for letting me decide it to be this way. there is nothing that i ask from you in exchange other than what you have been told earlier. a promise is a promise and i will hold on to my words until it have been fulfill. now, what is left for me and for all of us is to pray to Allah, the Almighty and the most Gracious. i will always pray the best for us as He knows what is the best for His servant. we can only plan to succeed or to fail in something that we want to pursue but in the end, it is He who will decide our fate. no regrets on what i have decide and hopefully till the end..:)

one more thing, there is this one request that i want you to do 4 me. hold on to "IT" for as long as "IT" stays in your's. n just for you to know, your's are keep safe in 'MINE'.

2.10 a.m

if a girls talk bout her dreams n his future with her beloved ones..dat is normal..

but if a guy talk bout his dreams n his future with his beloved ones..dat mean he is SERIOUS!!

Turning Point

Saya sama seperti orang lain, punya keinginan untuk menyayangi dan
disayangi. Walau bagaimanapun, tidak mudah bagi saya untuk jatuh
hati pada seorang wanita. Saya tidak mencari seorang wanita untuk
dijadikan kekasih, tetapi saya mencari seorang teman pendamping
hidup saya hingga ke akhir hayat saya. Seorang yang boleh
mengingatkan saya kiranya saya terlupa, dan yang paling penting
wanita yang amat saya percayai untuk mendidik anak-anak saya kelak
dan generasi yang akan lahir daripada keluarga kami nanti. Untuk
itu, sejak di bangku sekolah lagi saya telah letakkan beberapa
syarat bagi seorang wanita untuk hadir dalam hidup saya, dan dialah
orangnya.

Dalam masa beberapa bulan saya belajar di sebuah pusat pengajian
tinggi di Petaling Jaya, banyak perkara yang telah saya pelajari.
Yang paling penting buat saya ialah, bagaimana saya mula mengenali
wanita-wanita dalam hidup saya kerana saya sejak dari sekolah rendah
belum pernah bergaul secara langsung dengan seorang wanita pun dan
saya amat peka terhadap larangan pergaulan antara lelaki dan wanita
kerana saya bersekolah di sebuah sekolah menengah agama lelaki
berasrama penuh. Lantaran itu, saya tidak pernah punya hati untuk
memberi cinta atau menerima cinta walaupun peluang itu hadir
beberapa kali.

Saya mula mengenali si dia apabila kami sama-sama terpilih untuk
mengendalikan sebuah organisasi penting di tempat kami belajar.
Ditakdirkan Allah s.w.t, dia menjadi pembantu saya. Dari situlah
perkenalan kami bermula.

Dia seperti yang telah saya ceritakan, bertudung labuh dan sentiasa
mengambil berat tentang auratnya terutama stokin kaki dan tangannya.
Itulah perkara pertama yang membuatkan saya tertarik padanya. Dia
amat berhati-hati dalam mengatur butir bicaranya, bersopan-santun
dalam mengatur langkahnya, wajah yang sentiasa berseri dengan iman
dan senyuman, dan tidak pernah ke mana-mana tanpa berteman. Suaranya
amat sukar kedengaran dalam mesyuarat kerana dia hanya bersuara
ketika suaranya diperlukan dan tidak sebelum itu. Saya melihat dia
sebagai seorang mukminah solehah yang amat menjaga peribadinya dan
maruah dirinya. Saya tidak pernah bercakap-cakap dengannya kecuali
dia punya teman di sisi dan atas urusan rasmi tanpa dipanjangkan-
panjangkan. Saya seorang yang amat kuat bersembang dan sentiasa
punya modal untuk berbual-bual seperti kata teman saya, tetapi
dengan dia saya menjadi amat pemalu dan amat menjaga. Bagi saya,
itulah wajah sebenar seorang wanita solehah. Dia mampu mengingatkan
orang lain dengan hanya menjadi dirinya, tanpa perlu berkata-kata
walau sepatah.

Pada hari terakhir saya di sana, saya punya tugas terakhir yang
perlu saya selesaikan sebelum saya melepaskan posisi saya dan semua
itu melibatkan dia. Sebaik sahaja semua kerja yang terbengkalai itu
siap, saya mengambil peluang untuk berbual-bual dengan dia. Saya
bertanya perihal keluarga dan apa yang dia rasa bertugas di samping
saya untuk waktu yang amat sekejap itu. Alhamdulillah dia memberikan
respon yang baik dan dari situlah saya mula mengenali dengan lebih
dalam siapa sebenarnya pembantu saya ini. Namun, apa yang memang
boleh saya nampak dengan jelas, dia amat pemalu dan dia amat kekok
semasa bercakap dengan saya. Selepas itu barulah saya tahu, sayalah
lelaki pertama yang pernah berbual-bual dengan dia bukan atas urusan
rasmi sebegitu. Di situlah saya mula menyimpan perasaan, tapi tidak
pernah saya zahirkan sehinggalah saya berada jauh beribu batu
daripadanya.

Semasa saya berada di Jordan, saya menghubunginya kembali dan
menyatakan hasrat saya secara halus agar dia tidak terkejut.
Alhamdulillah, dia menerima dengan baik dan hubungan kami berjalan
lancar selama empat bulan sebelum saya balik bercuti ke Malaysia.
Kadang-kadang saya terlalai dalam menjaga hubungan kami dan dialah
yang mengingatkan. Dialah yang meminta agar kami mengehadkan mesej-
mesej kami agar tidak terlalu kerap. Semua itu menguatkan hubungan
kami dan bagi saya dialah teman hidup yang sempurna buat saya.

Walau bagaimanapun, sewaktu saya pulang ke Malaysia bulan lepas,
ummi dapat menghidu perhubungan kami. Saya tahu ummi tidak berapa
suka anak-anaknya bercinta tetapi saya tidak pernah menjangka ummi
akan menghalangnya. Tetapi perhitungan saya silap, amat silap.

Buat pertama kali, adik perempuan saya memberitahu ummi sudah tahu
perihal saya dan ummi tidak suka. Saya tidak pernah menganggapnya
sesuatu yang serius sehinggalah ummi bercakap secara peribadi dengan
saya pada satu hari. Saya masih ingat lagi kata-kata ummi yang buat
saya tak mampu membalas walau sepatah.

"I haven't found any entry in Islam that permit what you are doing
right now. I haven't heard from anyone that love before marriage is
permitted. But I know there's no relationship between male and
female except for what is very important and official between them.
So, may I know what kind of relationship you are having now and I
want to hear it from your mouth that it is legal in what you have
been learning until now."

"Not a single phrase, nor a word."

"My sweetheart, if you want to build a family, a faithful one, you
can never build it on what Allah has stated as wrong and proven
false by the way Rasulullah p.b.u.h has taught us. A happy and
blessed family come from Allah, and you don't even have anything to
defend it as blessed if the first step you make is by stepping into
what He has prohibited. You can't have a happy family if Allah
doesn't help you so, and you must know in every family that stands
until their dying day, they have Allah on their side. You can't
expect Him to help you if you did the wrong step from the very
beginning."

Saya tiada kata untuk membalas kerana semuanya benar. Saya tahu
kebenaran itu sudah lama dulu, tetapi saya tak mampu untuk melawan
kehendak nafsu saya sendiri. Saya akui, saya tertipu dengan apa yang
dipanggil fitrah, dan apa yang dipanggil sebagai keperluan manusia.
Cinta tak pernah membawa kita ke mana, andai cinta itu bukan dalam
lingkungan yang Allah redha. Tiada cinta yang Allah benarkan kecuali
selepas tali perkahwinan mengikatnya. Itulah apa yang telah saya
pelajari lama dahulu dan dari semua kitab Fiqh yang saya baca, tiada
satu pun yang menghalalkannya. Saya tahu kebenaran ini sudah lama
dahulu, tetapi saya tidak kuat untuk menegakkannya. Saya tidak mampu
untuk menundukkan kemahuan hati saya. Dan kata-kata ummi memberikan
saya kekuatan untuk bangkit kembali dari kesilapan saya selama ini.

Ummi berkata:

"It's not me who want you to make a decision like this, but Allah
tells you so."

Saya percaya, itulah yang terbaik buat saya dan dia. Dengan kekuatan
itulah saya terangkan kepadanya, dan alhamdulillah dia faham. Amat
faham. Walaupun air matanya seakan air sungai yang tidak berhenti
mengalir, tetapi dia tahu itulah yang terbaik buat kami. Dia meminta
maaf kepada ummi kerana menjalinkan hubungan yang tidak sah dengan
saya, tetapi ummi memberi isyarat, janganlah bimbang. Andai ada
jodoh kamu berdua, insya-Allah, Dia akan temukan kamu dalam keadaan
yang jauh lebih baik dari sekarang.

Hidup saya sekarang lebih tenang kerana tiada apa yang menggusarkan
hati saya lagi. Hidup saya lebih suci dan saya boleh bercakap
kembali tentang agama saya dengan lebih bebas tanpa dihantui oleh
perasaan berdosa. Bagi saya, dan dia, inilah saat untuk kami
muhasabah kembali diri kami dan kami betulkan kembali segala
kesilapan yang telah kami buat. Inilah saat untuk kami kejar kembali
cita-cita kami dan sediakan diri untuk menjadi seorang ibu dan ayah
yang berakhlak mulia dan berperibadi tinggi. Inilah masanya kami
insafi kembali keterlanjuran kami dahulu dan memohon moga-moga Allah
sudi maafkan kami.

Sesungguhnya Ya Allah, aku insan yang sangat lemah. Aku tidak mampu
melawan godaan syaitan yang tidak pernah jemu, juga hambatan nafsu
yang tidak pernah lesu. Ampunkanlah aku.

Walau bagaimanapun, perpisahan ini hanya untuk sementara. Saya telah
berjanji dengan diri saya sendiri, dialah yang akan jadi teman hidup
saya nanti. Sesungguhnya pencarian saya untuk seorang calon isteri
telah berakhir. Insan seperti dia hanya satu dalam seribu. Mana
mungkin saya melepaskan apa yang amat berharga yang pernah hadir
dalam hidup saya. Insya-Allah, sekiranya Allah s.w.t panjangkan
umur, sebaik sahaja saya tamatkan pengajian saya di sini, saya akan
kembali ke Malaysia dan melamarnya untuk menjadi permaisuri di hati
saya. Insya-Allah, saya akan setia menunggu saat itu, dan saya akan
berusaha sedaya-upaya saya untuk mengekalkan kesetiaan saya.

"Sekiranya kita telah bertemu dengan seorang insan yang amat mulia
sebagai teman dalam hidup kita, janganlah lepaskannya kerana kita
tidak tahu bilakah pula kita akan bertemu dengan insan yang
seumpamanya."

Siapakah lagi dalam dunia ini yang menjaga adab berjalan antara
lelaki dan perempuan sebagaimana yang ditunjukkan oleh Nabi Musa a.s
dan puteri Nabi Syuaib a.s beribu-ribu tahun dahulu?

(Dari kisah benar seorang hamba Allah) 

p/s: 2 da person who gave me this story..thnx a lot coz it really open up my heart.:)  u know who u r n im glad dat u have done it..haha=D

high five

ak rse msti korng sume bleh agak kn ape yg ak nk post ni..haha..besa lah bile bru mndftr di tmpt bru..msti lah kite nk mnceritekn ttg ape yg jd, keadaan kt sne n mcm2 lg..

frankly speaking, my 1st impression bout dis place was kecik gler tmpt ni!! n kt cni xde pdg pown..kalo nk riadah maen futsal jelah plg best..haha..ak dpt bilik 1st skali, A001 sbb ak dftr awl..roommates so far ok lah..sorng bdk mrsm jasin tp die dok kt klate (suko lah jupo oghe klate ni) nme die wan mohd nazli n sorng lg bdk skola agama, qusyairi or pggl kucai je..sume nye baek2 blake mcm ak lah kn..;) hahaha

psl orientasi plak..bg ak orientasi die sgt bes!! sbb ape..sbb xyah nk rushing2..most of da activity menarik lah..nk tau ape yg plg menarik..time friendship night finale!!! cube teka kitorng wat prsmbhn ape..xyah teka lah..biar ak btau..kitorng wat prsmbhn lagu NOBODY-WONDER GIRLS n yg menari nye adalah kami dr kaum adam sbb pmpuan x dibenarkn utk menari..phm2 lah nape ye x bleh.;) at first kitorng dpt lagu island in the sun tp mcm x bes je..bkn mcm mmg x bes pown(bg ak n most of the group mmbrs lah)..so kitorng minx tuka lagu ni..yg pnting..prtaruhan kami x sia2 sbb kitorng mng tmpt pertama utk prsmbhn 2..yeay!!!

ape lg eh nk ckp..mls lah plak nk pkir..2 jelah kowt..mls lah nk bg detail sgt2..tnye lah org laen..:P

6 bulan

30 jun nnt..secara rasminya saya akan menjadi warga Kolej Mara Seremban..akan wat a level in engineering kt sne n insyaallah kalo skor elok, sye brpeluang melnjutkn pelajaran di australia atau new zealand..

prasaan nk msok ke sane..ermmmmm..ntah lah..xde prasaan yg specific..xcited pown x..sdih pown x..hepi pown x..ntah lah..haha..:D ape2 pown..yg pnting dh msok sne nnt sye akn cube sedaya upaya utk melakukn yg trbaek utk diri, keluarga n sape2 yg mengenali sye..doakn lah kejayaan sye nnt moga2 doa kalian sume dimakbulkn..n sye juga akan mendoakn anda sume..

♥mok su timah♥

Selamat Hari Lahir yang ke-14 diucapkan kepada adik ku yang tersayang, Aida Kamilia binti Hassan a.k.a MIA a.k.a MOK a.k.a MOKSU a.k.a MOK SU TIMAH..hahaha...:D

may god bless u in everything dat u will do in ur life..

walopon abg nyen ni bkn lah abg yg baek kowt, but im tryin 2 be da best 4 my little sister.*little lah sgt*..:p

jikalau anda stress, lpskn lah geram dkt stress ball yg sye abg nyen beli utk kamilia semlm 2..haha

td dh dpt kn da strawberry marshmallow cheesecake yg mia nk kn..*walopon x abg nyen x ske sgt marshmallow tp sdp gak cake ni*... :)

last but not least..

I LOVE U KAMILIA MOK!!!

ape nk jadi

hampeh btol! kecewa tgk 1st round world cup 2010 south africa..lg kecewa bile team spain kalah..england seri..naseb baek netherlands mng itu pown gol naseb2 je..

xpe lah..ape2 pown tetap sokong spain as 1st team melainkn x layak ke 2nd round kene lah tukar team kn..haha..bak kate ketua aspura dulu, ainul hakim bin mohd jamin..ko ni mcm lalang lah..kejap tukar team..*tp bkn ditujukn kpd ak..kpd rakan ku yg laen yg asyik2 tukar team*..haha..=D

:-(

H.A.P.P.Y.!!

what is that?
does that words ring a bell in my life?
can anyone please tell me what is the meaning of that word..i'm begging 2 anyone who is in da HAPPY world please show me that kind of world..

guess what

yes! finally i've decided on what i want 2 be 4 my future..n guess what..after months of thinking( i think years actually) i have finally decide on 2 be an engineer which is i think great 4 me..:) haha..i think all the dream bout me being a doc is a crap really..bak kate mama sye yg trcinta..ni ujian Allah kt ats kite..blabla x igt sgt ape mama ckp n akhirnye ak brjaye wat keputusan yg tpt insyaallah lps mndgr all da advice from my parents, family, frens n my parent's frens..

cter nye cmni..semlm time pg2 lps bgn tdo 2 kn..actually i've thought of rejecting mara tau..haha..gler siot! tp xde lah ckp kt my parents lg psl ni juz diam je dulu sbb x sure kn..then mama ade lah cal kwn2 die time skola dulu tnye psl ni..ps2 mama cal lah besfren die since primary school x silap..nme die yasmin mahmood..she is a very3 succesfull woman n i adore her very much! she was once i think the managing director of microsoft malaysia n now currently working in ytl company..bile ckp psl ytl trigt ak kt earth hour last year..haha..=D 

(pnt gak tulis post pnjg2 ni..huhu)

aunty yasmin or nme yg mama ak pggl die cho min..die bg lah ceramah jap semlm..die tnye btol ke danial nk jd doc..sggup ke keje doc nnt..cube danial pkir danial nk workin environment cmne nnt..jgn jd mcm ade org yg blaja medic lme2 last2 x jd doc kn rugi 2..so sume soalan ni mmbuatkn ak brpkir..btol ke ak nk jd doc..ak keje die ak x kesa rse nye..mne de keje yg best sng kn..tp soalan aunty yasmin yg ak rse btol2 wat ak pilih engineering kn ialah soalan ni..danial sggup x blaja lme2 in bout 6-7 years..haha..criusly..bile pkir blk kn..ak xnk n sbnrnye MALAS "SKET" nk blaja ni..spe2 yg knal ak tau lah ak cmne kn..trsgt2 lah pemls..huhu..;) anyway..thank u soo much aunty yasmin 4 ur advice which really open up my mind n make me think deeply on wat i will encounter in my future undertakings if i choose dis n dat..:)

btw..ak x jd lah nk gi pejabat mara esok n minx tuka course medic..kpd afiq farhan..ko gi lah mnggdik sorng2 kt sne nnt..hahaha..=D

so..dis is my final decision n i will not regret it..pray 4 my success di mase akn dtg n me 2 will pray 4 u guys..insyaallah..n thanks 2 all those yg dh bg nasihat 2 me..all ur advice help me a lotz in making dis tough decision..

confuse

ptg td ak cek lah kt website mara psl scholarship utk ke oversea kn n alhamdulillah..ak brjaye mndpt tmpt utk mmbuat prep kt kolej mara seremban utk course engineering..mslh nye skng ni kn..ak xnk..bkn lah xnk..ak confuse nk pilih btween sc hayat n engineering..mngkin ade org kate cmni.."ko ni dh dpt mara 2 ok lah...amik jelah..xyah nk pkir lg..bleh gi oversea." n mybe ade yg kate ak x brsyukur n ape lah..nk bandingkn ngn org yg x dpt 2 lg kesian..btol gak 2! ;)

tp 2 lah..ati ak skng ni mngatakn mcm elok ak amik medic tp xkn ak nk tolak mara 2 kowt..gile ke ape..org brssh payah nk dpt sng2 tolak cm2..haish!! org kate wat lah istikharah nk tntukn mne yg elok..ok..ak dh wat tp mybe x dpt ptnjuk lg kowt..tp ape2 pown..ak nk ikot ape yg kak sedare ak btau kt ak n kalo x dpt pown..xpe lah..brsyukur lah ngn ape yg ade trime jelah seadanye..insyaallah..due2 pown ak minat n bleh wat nnt..:)

kpd spe2 yg brjaye mndpt scholarship tahniah diucapkn n kpd spe2 yg x brjaye mndpt scholarship..ni lah kbykn org akn ckp..ade hikmah disebalik 2..cliche.:)
tp korng still bleh wat elok2 time asasi or matriks ni n apply utk gi oversea time degree nnt..n kpd mereka yg dh dpt trmsok lah diri ak sndri kalo ak accpt mara ni..jgn igt kite dh dpt bleh maen2 time prep kt msia ni..kite x dpt pointer yg die nk..xde nye mara ke..jpa ke..ape2 scholarship nk abiskn duit kt kite ngn mnghantar ke oversea..so sng cter..mne2 yg korng pilih..kene blaja lah elok2..jgn maen2 byk mcm time skola mnengah dulu..n igtn kpd diri ak yg mls n spe2 yg rse die sme mls cm ak..rajin2 kn lah diri nnt ye..kalo x abis..haha..:D

My Promise 2 U

pejam celik pejam celik pejam celik..tau2 dh nk smbng blaja blk..ade yg dh gi matriks n ade yg dh dpt scholar n ade gak yg blaja tmpt laen..adui..x tau lah nk ckp cmne skng ni..4 those yg dh dpt scholarship congratulations diucapkn kpd anda semua..yg gi matriks n tmpt laen 2 da best of luck 2 all of u..korng blaja elok2 n nnt still bleh apply 4 scholarship kalo korng nk gi oversea..

ak x tau lah nk kate cmne..nk kate ready dh ready lme dh kowt nk blaja tp mcm besa lah ak ni..mls "sket"..hahahaha=D tp mslh nye ak ni still dlm dilema lg..x tau nk pilih course ape sbnrnye ni..xpe lah..doa2 jelah yg i will make da rite choice 4 myself..=)

ok..let juz get 2 da main point of me writin dis post..

dis post is specially dedicated 2 da person yg dh mncuri ati sye spenoh nye..kalo x tulis nme pown msti korng tau spe kn..;) 

name die Izreen Farhanis binti Razalli..be4 dat i want 2 ask permission from all of u sbb ak nk mnjd jiwang kejap eh..bkn slalu juz dis once..sori tau anis..:P disbbkn i hav promise u dat i will post sumthin bout u on my blog..so i will keep my words although dlm ati ni trase sgt2 lah segan utk menulis nye..;) 

ok..i juz want u 2 know dat u r very very very important 2 me since da moment u step into my life..i know dat it will be real hard 4 us in da future since kite akn trpisah jauh nnt kn but i really hope dat we can hold on 2 each other until da end..u r da 1st n i hope da only 1 dat i ♥..wateve happens, bear in mind i will always be there 4 u..mybe not physically but my heart will stay wif u..haha..=D n i will pray da best 4 ur future..u will always n 4eve become da apple of my eye even if....u know wat im tryin 2 say kn..;) nnt bile dh gi egypt nnt kn n dh pndai nnt kn.."FORGET ME NOT"!!!=) 1 more thing..I ♥ U dear!!!

i think ckup lah kowt pnjg ni..kalo x ckup btau ye mkcik gdik..;) n sori coz post cmni kt cni kn..i know u msti malu n i pown malu gak tp biarlah..there is always a 1st time 4 everythin..:)

ahad minggu ke-2 bulan mei

♥HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY♥

maybe i didn't know how to express my feeling by words..
thanks 4 everything..
sorry if ever broke ur heart..
i juz want u 2 know dat I ♥ U mama..
bln ni ade 1 lg celebration utk mama.. ;)

better than i expected

ari ni ak ade lg 1 interview utk scholarship japanese asscociation degree(JAD)..frankly speaking, x penah trlintas yg ak nye application ni diterime..yelah..time nk apply 2 pown nk xnk je..mak ak yg beria2 suro apply..so ak pown apply lah n then ari selasa ke ari isnin ak dpt cal yg kate ak nye application brjaye n dipnggl utk intrview ari ni..ari selasa plak smpai lah surat drpd JAD n UM..:)

ok..so dh tau dpt cal utk intrview tp kn ak mmg mls gler2 nk gi intrview 2..yelah..dr awl x expect tau2 dpt..naseb baek lah ade gak rakan2 kesygn ak dpt gak utk intrview ni..kamil, huda n adli..dorng ni pown sme kpale ngn ak mls nk gi tp gi gak akhirnye..

intrview ni brlngsung kt unisel shah alam, smpai2 sne kamil cal ak tnye ktne..x lme lps 2 org 2 pown pggl utk daftar..ak dpt panel 4 sme ngn kamil..kuar 2 nmpk lah huda tgh bratur lg..die dpt panel 2..so ak naek lah ats tros n pegi kt bilik menunggu tgk2 xde org..act kene tggu kt bwh dulu tp spe suroh x ckp ak pown naek jelah..pdn muke!! haha..xpe lah..kamil naek menemani ak..;)

dlm 9.15 ak dipnggl utk di intrview n ak org 1st bg panel 4 sbb mgkok ayun sblm ak x smpai lg kowt..ptot no. 3 tp x kesa lah..cpt abis..msok2 ade 1 pmpuan melayu (cntik gak lah..:P) n 1 laki jepon..laki ni lah byk tnye n ak pown jwb lah..yg plg best die tnye soalan +m3 ngn fizik..

soalan 1st, tan45=?? ak x igt dh sbnrnye tp naseb baek org ni bg ak kire kt whiteboard 2..ak pown wat lah graph tangent yg ak blaja kt skola dulu n triangle 2..dpt lah jwpn die..:)

soalan 2nd, laki 2 lukis gmbr iron n bg mass die 1kg..weight iron ni bape? naseb baek sng je..haha..ps2 die tnye gak unit of gravitational pulling force..

soalan 3rd, x²-x-6=0..ak tgk soalan ni trsyum lebar ak..haha..:D

conclusion nye, dis intrview is better than i expected..dgn x ready ape2 pown gi je intrview..ade lah bce sket psl mechanical engrng n japanese culture tp yg physic, chemist +m3 2 x bce lgsng walopon dh tau org 2 akn tnye..

p/s: thnx 2 huda tajuddin 4 da info psl soalan ni tp ak dh ckp awl2..ak mls lah nk bce blk n mmg ak x bce blk pown..haha..

♥47♥

hepi bday 2 u..
hepi bday 2 u..
hepi bday 2 my beloved mama..♥♥♥♥♥
hepi bday 2 u!!!

selamat ari lahir yg ke-47 kpd mama yg ku syngi+cintai slalu..
thnx 4 bein such a great, caring, loving n da best mother in da world!! :) ♥♥♥♥♥

p/s: nnt org 2 bg kasih syg kt mama as present!! ;)

Iron Man 2

ok..last night went to e@curve wif my dad, kak lia n mirza(adk sye) 2 watch iron man 2..the movie was totally wicked!(scarlett johansson is 1 of my fav actress other than anne hathaway)..;) ptg 2 bratur pnjg gler..naseb baek lah dpt gak tiket..couple seat pown jd lah yg pnting dpt tgk..haha.. can't wait for the next iron man movie..

actually, the main point of  this post is not bout iron man 2 tp nk btau sape2 yg mmbce blog ni n "curios" bout my upu yg sye dpt Asasi Sains Hayat Universiti Malaya..sje je wat tajuk ni coz rmai blogger dh wat tajuk yg lbih kurang sme..haha.. to tell u da truth.. i really didn't expect 2 get this 1 tp dh dpt kn..so alhamdulillah syukur kpd Allah atas nikmat kurniaan-Nya keatas hambamu ini..insyaallah i will pursue my studies here n will do my best to make my parents, family n those who cares bout me proud of me..:) n also gud luck 2 my fellow frens in ur future undertakings n may Allah bless all of u..amin..

Alhamdulillah

As usual, sharp 6.45 ak bgn semyg subuh n besa nye tros tido blk tp ari ni ak mndi pg2 bute 2. Haha.. Bkn ape sbb at 7.45 nnt abg azrol akn dtg amik ak gi test moto. Act kn ak mls plak nk gi test 2 n ak pown x tau nape. Tp pegi jelah ngn perasaan mls 2. Confident 2 x tau nk ckp confident ke x sbb jarang sgt bwk moto n xde lah minat sgt. Xde moto kt umah pown amik lesen B Full gak but criusly best bwk kawasaki 2. Huhu. Smpai2 tgk list nme cr yg kt bhgn tgh2 xde, rupe nye nme ak at da top. Haha. Jd cuak plak..:p

Lps abis brief dr jpj stat lah test tp naseb baek die stat ulangan dulu bru stat ngn yg new candidates. So sng cter, ak dh pown lulus test moto n dpt lah lesen B Full. Lps ni bleh lah naek moto abg maher. Another P for me. P for keter n P for moto. Alhamdulillah. Jap2, ni nk bgga sket ni. Atas titi ak brjaye wat 11.3 saat. Lme 2!! Minimum 7 saat tp ak trlbih byk plak...;) Lps ni xyah dh gi nationdrive kt segambut 2. harap2 xyah dh lah.

B.B.S

it has been ages since the last time i came here. semlm kami sekeluarga dtg cni utk dinner di sebuah restoran yg dinamakn BBS Junction Burger. pkrje2 kt cni sume x tuka juz brtmbh org bru ade lah. haha. then borak2 ngn tauke kedai 2 jap smbil order mknn. x sngka diorng still igt kitorng lps 4 thn x dtg kedai 2. kalo dulu ak n kakak ak slalu brjln kaki ke kedai ni utk mmbeli mknn. kitorng mmg regular customer kt cni dulu. kakak ak ske tgk tauke kedai 2 sbb muke die mcm sorng mmbr Backstreet Boys, Kevin kot nme nye n die sorng je yg tau kamilia nye special order. abis mkn, tapau burger utk mkn time tgk bola kt umah nnt. 4 me, their burger is da BEST!!! rse nye still sdp mcm dulu lg. lps mkn mama nk round2 kt c2, semyg kt surau n gi beli nasi lemak ayam rendang kt Ujang Corner utk breakfast esok. haha....=D

dlm keter 2 kitorng trkng zaman dulu2. it was FUN! mcm2 kuar dr mulut kitorng ni. mirza plak ckp kalo kite kt cni lg msti best sbb byk kwn. xpe lah. life must goes on. sbnrnye, bile adik ak ckp cm2 kn, prasaan rindu melanda dlm diriku. yelah. almost every evening, ak akn maen bola dr jam 5.30 smpai 6.45(kdg2 smpai kol 7), maen explorace kt BBS ngn mmbr2 ak n mcm2 lg yg syok! kalo tulis pnat plak org nk bce nnt n ak pown mls nk tulis pnjg2... =p  sng cter dis place ade byk memori yg indah2 n memori plg x indah pown jd kt cni. nk tau x ape die? xpe lah ak btau je. time drjh 5 dulu ak n kwn ak ni nme die Ridhwan penah kene lnggar keter dkt dpn stadium. time 2 bru blk koko n nk gi maen bola lah ni. ps2 tros x jd  maen. ak tros blk umah. haha..

p/s. 4 those yg x tau, B.B.S stands 4 Bandar Baru Selayang. ak tggl cni dulu be4 pindh ke kota damansara... :)

Almost 1 month

Yes! Lps hampir 1 bln ak x kuar brsame dgn rkn2 ku, akhirnya semlm dpt gak hangout ngn ariff hazwan, afiq farhan, afiq nasir, jib, mahau n yg plg bes dpt jumpe ngn muiz (stelah sekian lme x jumpe ngn die) kt midvalley. last skali jumpe die kt SAS time PPM Zon Tengah 2008. haha.. basically, it was fun but still x puas lg. rse nk tgk movie byk2 lg. yelah. dh bape lme x tgk movie kt cinema ni. xpe2. laen kali bleh wat lg kn..;) 10.15 drive ke ktm sg. buloh wif mama sit next to me n mcm besa lah, bsing lah die time ak bwk keter 2. haha. smpai sne jumpe mahau n naek ktm ngn die. both of us smpai plg awl antare sume so gi gsc dulu tgk movie ape ade n then ak ajak die gi mph jap nk cr novel utk sorng ni. due2 afiq smpai kitorng gi lunch n time 2 bru ariff dtg. gi beli tiket movie date night kol 3.45. smntara tggu movie stat dpt maen boling 2 set. muiz n jib dtg time boling tp x maen. 1st set ak last 2nd set dpt 3rd. ok lah 2 sbb ak mmg x reti maen boling sgt pown. then semyg tgk cter 2 yg sgt klakar n gi jln2 jap cr sumthin tp x jumpe. kol 6.30 balik lah kitorng sume.

btw. sori ye ariff hazwan. ko kene tuka plan sbb ayah ak x bg gi karok. sori sgt2. nnt2 lah kite gi karok sme2 ye. hahaha..:D

Canon in D(guitar version)

seronok gile tgk org ni maen walopon time die maen die wat muke tp gile lah. ak x smpai ke thp yg begitu expert cmni skali. hahaha. xpe lah. i will try. practice makes perfect. kpd farah hanan. yg ni sbnrnye ak nk send semlm tp mne ntah trdlt. amik lah ko version yg x bape best sgt 2.haha

La corda .. Romance On Violin ..

Anggerik Mall, Shah Alam

6.30 a.m. – heard the alarm produce by my phone which has served me for 4 years. Haha. But went back to sleep. :p
 

6.45 a.m. – wake up again, solat subuh n went downstairs to polish my shoes which has been in the store for 4 months.
 

7.30 a.m. – take my shower, having breakfast, recheck the file and everything.
 

9.00 a.m. – already wearing the proper uniform for the interview except for the tie. Then Syed Alvin sent me a message that he will be wearing his school tie. I was like ok? Haha.. Just waiting for my mom to finish “facebooking” and wearing her dress.
 

9.45 a.m. – in the car and on the way to Anggerik Mall. Mama drives there of course because I’m just too nervous to drive.
 

10.15 a.m. – arrived there and saw Azam Ariffin with his mother at the entrance. Talk with him for a while.
 

10.45 a.m. – talking to Farhan Yunas, a friend of mine since pre-school then queue in the line to register for the interview. I got the first panel same with Azam.
 

12.00 p.m. – enter the interview room. I was interviewed by 2 Malay women.
 

12.15 p.m. – done with the interview. Step out of the room and saw Alvin waiting there with others for their turn to step in. Find my mom and went up to the food court to by lunch for us and also my brother.
 

1.00 p.m. – arrived home and call Ariff Hazwan, Farah Hanan and Izreen Farhanis. Sorry Amirah Ahmad and Anas Syahiran for not reply your text. Just realize that my balance is 0.00 and also sorry to Izreen Farhanis because didn’t finish our conversation due to the insufficient balance. ;)

 

I think the interview went well for me. Even if it isn’t so, it has finish. There’s nothing I can do. What that left now is to not stop pray and pray to Allah for the best.

today

Officially, today is a sad day for me. Don't me ask what happen because I'm not going to write it here. Sorry! And sorry again.

Premier Post

Well. This is my first post on my blog. Nothing much to say. I am not really into this blogging stuff for this moment. Just to fill my empty, dull, boring life at home by blogging. Hahaha... Anyway. I will try my best to update my blog in the future. That's all for now.